Cara (she's the therapist I recently hired to help figure out my fat-friendly brain wiring) has been able to help me comprehend how a number of circumstances relative to my childhood contributed to the body which burdens me today.
I don't have the energy to write explanations at length tonight. I just wanted you to know that wonderful things are happening. I am starting to believe I can figure out why the hell I sabotage myself when it comes to success like weight loss....but not JUST figure it out...I just might be able to quit doing that and get on with feeling awesome. And able. And strong. RAR.